I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much…

I can see the first leaf falling
it’s all yellow and nice
It’s so very cold outside
like the way I’m feeling inside

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much…

Outside it’s now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much…

I have your arms around me warm like fire
but when I open my eyes
you’re gone…

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much…

I’m a big big girl
in a big big world
It’s not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do feel I will miss you much
miss you much…

***Behind the song***

Lagu pentiiiing nih………

It’s not a big thing,baby….

Like A Comet
Blazing ‘Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

***Behind The Song***

Lagu Michael Jackson ini sederhana bgt sebenernya. Tentang sesuatu yang bisa berubah dan hilang dengan cepat.

Pernah ngerasain hal kayak gini gak? Saat loe sadar, ternyata udah gak ada lagi. Sampe2 loe mikir,jangan2 semua cuma ilusi doang. Gak real…

Pertama kali denger lagu ini, kok kayaknya… gimana gitu…

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I’ll always love

You could be the one who listens

To my deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can

But I’m busy mending broken

Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged

All my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended

You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can

But I’m busy mending broken

Pieces of the life I had before

Tuhan, bintang itu semakin jauh…

Semakin tinggi…

Aku tak bisa merasakan sinarnya lagi

Aku tak bisa mendengar nyanyiannya lagi

Aku bahkan tak bisa melihat kerlipnya lagi

Tuhan, bolehkah aku menangis?

Sebentaaaaar saja…

Meski bintang itu takkan mendengar

Tangis kehilanganku

Tidak Tuhan…

Jangan katakan padanya aku menangis…

Tuhan, aku ingat…

Tiap malam bintang itu selalu mengajakku menari

Menceritakan keindahan dunia dari tempatnya berada

Memandikanku dengan kehangatan sinar peraknya

Tuhan, maukah Kau katakan padanya

Aku merindukannya

Merindukan bintang terakhir di langitku

Masih bolehkah aku meminta, Tuhan?

Jaga bintang itu untukku, Tuhan

Jaga sinar lembutnya

Jaga bintang kecilku…

                                                                                   Imme

                                                                            Akhir Januari 06

Ada gak yang blom pernah ngerasain hatinya sakit karena cinta, sayang, dan temen2nya itu?? Kayaknya sih gak ada. Kecuali berhati baja super kali yeee….

Tau dong rasanya. Perih perih gak jelas gitu. Tapi pada sadar gak sih, perasaan kayak gitu tuh sakit tapi nikmat.

Gak percaya?? Coba aja, klo lagi kangeeeeen banget sama seseorang (baca: kangen yang bikin sakit), kita malah degerin lagu-lagu mellow, lagu yang pas banget sama suasana hati. Trus sambil ngebayangin jadi model klipnya (iih… itu sih imme banget!!!) Malah tambah bikin perih kan.

Trus kalo lagi patah hati, ato baru putus, koleksi lagu2nya Glenn sama Beby romeo keluar semua. Pake acara mengenang saat2 indah sama dia. Trus ujung2nya nangis lagi.

Berapa banyak sih orang yang dengerin lagu2 Limp Bizkit ato Metallica waktu lagi patah hati?

Trus yah, kalo nyadar gak, kita bakal sering mandangin benda2 yang ngingetin kita ke dia. Foto kek, baju kek, boneka kek, trus dipeluk deh sampe ketiduran, plus bantal basah.

Patah hati itu kan sakit yah, tapi orang2 pada demen aja yah berlama2 menikmatinya.

Orang yang aneeeh….

I won’t say anything cos I don’t mean it,
won’t make a promise cos I won’t keep it,
believe me now I’d only lie to you.
Well I’ve said that thought a thousand times,
I believe in something that I can’t find so believe me now,
I’d only lie to you.

Now won’t you say something,
please say something,
and believe me now, I’d only lie to you.

I spent my time collecting all the scars and I know I’m,
lying but the truth is in your charm,
I hope down inside I can’t be what I’m not.
Well I’ve said that thought a thousand times,
I believe in something that I can’t find,
so believe me now I’d only lie to you.

Now won’t you say something,
please say something,
and believe me now I’d only lie to you.
Now won’t you say something,
please say something,
and believe me now I’d only lie to you.

And believe me now I’d only lie to you.

telah letih langkahku
dan terasa berat
cukup banyak kesalahan
ku buat

di mimpiku ku dengar
bunyi suaramu
yang memanggil ku pulang
ke dalam hatimu

karna hanyalah hatimu
rumah terindah

ku kan pulang
tunggu aku di depan pintumu
cintamu padaku tuntun jalanku

telah letih langkahku
dan terasa berat
ku kan pulang ke hatimu
rumah terindah

ku pulang ke hatimu
rumah terindah

I’m gonna live my life
Like every day’s the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you’re gone
I can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Hello…

Can you hear me

Am I getting through to you

Hello…

Is it late there

Is there laughter on the line

Are you sure you’re there alone

Cuz I’m trying to explain

Something’s wrong

You just don’t sound the same

Why don’t you, Why don’t you

Go outside, Go outside

Kiss the rain

Whenever you need me

Kiss the rain

Whenever I’m gone too long

If your lips feel lonely and thirsty

Kiss the rain

And wait for the dawn

Keep in mind

We’re under the same sky

And the night’s

As empty for me as for you

If you feel

You can’t wait till morning

Kiss the rain…Kiss the rain…Kiss the rain…

Hello…

Do you miss me

I hear you say you do

But not the way I’m missing you

What’s new

How’s the weather

Is it stormy where you are

You sound so close

But it feels like you’re so far

Oh would it mean anything

If you knew

What I’m left imagining

In my mind, My mind

Would you go, Would you go

Kiss the rain…

As you fall over me

Think of me

Think of me

Think of me

Only me

Kiss the rain

Whenever you need me

Kiss the rain

Whenever I’m gone to long

If your lips feel hungry and tempted

Kiss the rain

And wait for the dawn

Keep in mind

We’re under the same sky

And the night’s

As empty for me as for you

If you feel you can’t wait till morning

Kiss the rain…Kiss the rain…Kiss the rain…

Kiss The Rain…..

Kiss the rain, Kiss the rain, Kiss the rain

Hello…

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

Someday 2005

………………… Tapi ada hal yang gak gw ngerti, Me. Dari awal trus makin kesinian, dia tuh manggil2 gw sayang, ngomongnya “nyerempet2”, bilang2 miss you, padahal dia tuh:

1. dah punya cewek. Terlepas dari kenyataan hubungan mereka lagi bermasalah, tetep aja kan dia sedang terikat komitmen terhadap seseorang. Dapatkah dia dikategorikan cowok setia? (walaupun gw sadar sebenernya dia gak bermaksud apa2 sama gw)
2. bukannya cowok kayak dia (ketegori cowok yang bisa bikin lirik dan puisi2 cinta yang dahsyat) harusnya lebih peka san sensitive sama perasaan? Bukannya seharusnya dia tau kata sayang, cinta dan ridu bukan untuk diumbar dalam lelucon?

Well, sebenernya peduli setan dengan itu semua. Mungkin pada dasarnya semua laki2, mo yang cuek, mo yang romantis, mo yang nerd, mo yang gaul, tetep aja punya ego “testosteron” yang sama. Pengen naklukin wanita sebanyak-banyaknya cuma buat diakuin dunia.

Geez…. Udah gak adakah cowok yang tulus????

                                                                           -C-